Is it backstabber??

In this topic,I didn't mean my ex girl.But, just only my passing time when I was in secondary school.
Now and past time are different. It is because at the past,I always say 'I choose a good person don't care it about friend or sweet girlfriend'. But,f0r now you just like not important in my life.Don't know why, until now I still remember you also I hate you. I know that are different type of feeling.Like a crazy person who remember and hate at the same time.Its so funny when I call you rubbish or stupid.At the past of time, I always help you when you have a problem.Like money,family,friends,boyfriend or girlfriend,fighting or the others.That's why I would help you even you have a problem because I know you.But you never say 'thanks' to me even I do my best.I know you happy with me but why you must go and leave me alone?? When I get angry and I want to fight with you,you just said that I'm a bad boy like the other guy that know you.Just remember,who help you when you got a problem,when you sad,when you broken heart,when you run from your home.It was me!! But,when you start doing bad for me,you always be flint to me,my best friend and my sweet honey.Both of them also stupid to listen what are you talking about me.So,at the same time,I lost my lovely honey,I lost my best friend.It because of you my enemy.Maybe,I never forgive you until my last breath because I hate you so much.You also back stabber and hypocrite person.Why you do this to me?? When you think you are the winner, you start again and talk something bad about me.That time,I never let you go because I think I want to punch your head until you passed away.But I'm now the evil that like to kill people.I know who I am and I know who are you.When you start again talk something about me, I'm very angry and the big fight was begin. I know,about talking maybe you win,but about the one on one,the gentleman fight,you lost because you like a transvestite.When you know you are loser,you make a report to discipline teacher that I'm start everything. You know, your attitude like children but at the same time we are in secondary school.And be a senior for other students. When the case are closed, we like don't know each other and I don't care about you,I don't care about my ex girlfriend also I dint care about my ex best friend because I know you will give poison to them.So,I don't care about three of you anymore because three of you like rubbish for me. When the big exam was start, you come to see me and say 'I'm sorry for what I did for you'. At the time, I was accept your apologies but in my heart I never accept it because you are nothing for me anymore until I die and you are my enemy. After the big exam, the girl who was be my girlfriend at the past want me to be his hubby again.But I don't accept her because I'm think maybe single is good for our life until I'm finish my diploma.And my ex best friend just saying 'sorry for everything,go on with your life and find another friend that you think good for you'. Now,when I start my college life, I want to be my self that always happy and like to start other people angry. Don't care if they have hot temper because I'm also hot temper person and don't like back stabber also hypocrites person.For me,the past time that happen for me are teaching me how to choose a true person to be your friend or sweet girlfriend.I hope,this not happen again.I love all my friends.

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